Hakuchuu ni Machinaka de Zenra Roshutsu Onanie Shichaunotte Kimochi ii 3 - Page 6

やっぱり怖い自分に好意を持っていないと分かっている人の手が入るだけで

I'm scared after all. I'm scared just by touching the hand of someone I know doesn't like me.

こんなに･･･身体が強張って…

My body is so tense...

大勢の人に裸を見られたい

I want a lot of people to see me naked

変態と蔑まれてみじめで恥ずかしいめに遭いたい

I want to be scorned as a pervert and feel humiliated and embarrassed.

物の様に扱われてメチャクチャに犯されたいってずっと思ってきたけど

I've always wanted to be treated like an object and violated.

実際に体験すると・震えて・・・身体が思うように動かない...

When you actually try it, you tremble and your body doesn't move as you want it to...

カチ

Kachi