Baitodai de Kaasan no Karada wo Katta Musuko no Hanashi - Page 19

独身時代パチスロで作った借金

Debt incurred from pachislot during my single days.

約300万円の一部を 返済できる

I can repay a portion of my approximately 3 million yen debt.

今までは 返しては 借りるの 繰り返し

Until now, it's been a cycle of repaying and borrowing.

絵にかいたような

a picture-perfect

ｴ転車操業

hand-to-mouth existence

だった

it was

この50万円は のどから 手が出るほど欲しい

I want this 500,000 yen so badly it's like it's falling from my throat.

見つからないよう 少しでも借金の元本を 返済したい

I want to repay even a little of the principal of my debt without being found out.

このままでは 隠れて風俗に 行くしかないと 覚悟していた私だ

I was prepared to have no choice but to go into sex work in secret like this.